A roller coaster year.

 My major takeaways from 2023 is being optimistic. In life, If you think it's never gonna work, be it friendship or relationship, it would never because you already had a mindset on it. Every individual we meet become our destiny and it's us who change the destiny because we don't handle little obstacles that comes in between.

In 2023, my life unfolded like a roller coaster, taking unexpected twists and turns. I have never let myself too low as I did this year. The year was a mosaic of experiences, a life like a canvas painted with vivid hues of joy as well as sorrows. I have encountered betrayal from friendship and loves which delivered harsh lessons that left imprinted in my heart. People I know revealed their true colors and the disloyalty from my loved ones carved a deeper understanding of the value of trust, leaving scars that would serve as reminders of resilience in my whole life. Relationships became a network of emotions, a journey through peaks of ecstasy and valleys of heartbreak. Love, led you to embrace it's beauty, only to later twirl you into the haunting shadows of heartache. But each tear shed became a drop of lessons, nourishing the roots of self-love. Family crises tested the foundations of support, revealing the strength of family ties and bonds. I realized I never really had supportive relatives this whole life. 

Within this whole year, diverse individuals entered the stage of my life. Some with their genuine spirits leaving an indelible mark. While others stayed behind the masks, unable to distinguish between sincerity and pretenses. Amidst the counterfeit, I have very few people who are genuine and unpretentious through out my life, who would be willing to listen to my hardships and go along with my ups and downs.

Yet, within the twists and turns, each experiences, whether good or painful, contributed to a tapestry of life and the heartbreaks became stepping stones to self-love. As the year comes to a halt, I stand at the intersection of past and future, adorned with the scars of battles fought and the wisdom gained. Though the coming years are unknown, I would pledge to never let myself too low as I did in 2023.